Two years

Two years

One hundred and four weeks.

Millions of bubbles

Countless tears

Shattered dreams.

Two years since sweet baby Matilda Mae closed her eyes and did not wake up.

Two years~

And though time has pressed on, as it must, and to some it may seem that I have moved on, as I suppose I must, I have not forgotten. I will not forget.

I still see those screamingly empty arms. Yawning with absence, heavy with nothing. I still see that little woollen coffin and the face of despair.

But I also see the rainbows. And the courage. And the glimpses of happiness.

And yes, it has been two years. Yes, things have changed. But they haven’t, not really. I am still here.

Matilda Mae is still remembered, still loved. And always will  be.

Sweet dreams Matilda Mae

02.05.12- 02.02.13


  1. Jennie
    February 3, 2015 / 8:05 am

    Thank you x love you x

  2. Fiona napthine
    February 3, 2015 / 1:18 pm

    Beautiful x

    • ghostwritermummy
      February 9, 2015 / 9:53 pm

      Thank you x x

    • ghostwritermummy
      February 9, 2015 / 9:49 pm

      Thank you x x

    • ghostwritermummy
      February 9, 2015 / 9:48 pm

      Ah thank you x x

  3. February 13, 2015 / 11:31 am


    I still remember the day (before I knew anything of this amazing community of parents) being at work and the internet was flooded with talk of this amazing little princess Matilda Mae, I didn’t know who she was and I didn’t know who Jenny was but still I cried. I don’t think anyone can ever forget such a beautiful baby girl who clearly touched the lives of so many people. Xx
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